Deep in the thoughts.!

Many a times I sit on office chair. My face on my palms, bent on the desk resting elbows on it. Physically being on the chair but mentally somewhere deep in to the reality corner of my mind and memories. I know I have work to do work in office hours, the pc is on, the work content is ready, but, but my body is not at all in a condition to start or even touch the work.

Mind knows that I have something very urgent to deliver within the time but even then, there is something running in the mind that stops me from doing so. A part of my mind is warning me to stop thinking and go back to the work and other part is just letting me think and do not do anything.

The dwelling situation continues for some time. Head starts warming up with the thoughts. Thoughts again create their echoes. Different thoughts with their own frequencies and their echoes in addition, keep me away from surrounding, no matter where I am sitting.

This happens with all of us, just the cause behind the thoughts are different.
Sometimes it’s about Study, or it’s about what after study? It’s about getting a job or just about dissatisfaction at the current job. Sometimes it’s about friends or may be about family. Sometimes about Love (one-sided or from both sides) or it’s about marriage, sometimes about no money and sometimes about over money…..likewise situations may vary in “n” numbers but the mind situations are same for most of us.

At such a times the real I inside ME play the important role. I sum up all the events and situations which are running in my mind. I look at them collectively. I compare them with the ultimate aim of my life. If the problems are too serious to think on, I sort them individually. I try to focus on root cause of that problem. If I still didn’t get any solution, I simply stop thinking and start believing in the teachings that I have got. I think of all the positive things that happened with me. The things for which I feel myself lucky to have them, like, my parents, my family, my sound mind and body given by god, my ability to think. And when I start thinking about these all I forget my problem and I come back to my original state.

Though the process of coming back to my original stage takes it long to take place, but I feel good that at last I am not lost in my worries. I feel good that I have not lost my faith in myself yet. I feel good that life has not ended this early. I feel good that I still have the chance to act and correct my mistakes. I feel good that I still have the hope in god. I feel good that I can still make the things work if I start acting on my action plan.

…..And again I go back to the work, firmly looking at the work, sitting straight on my chair and again with the same energy…..