Why i am missing a beat?

Today , i am siting on a chair in my usual routine.
There is something going in my mind which i am really not sure about.
Following the mind the heart is beating faster than usual.
This is my heart , this is my mind but i am feeling like they dont want to listen me for now.
They might want me to let they flow.
But doens that mean i have restrcited them?
And that very thought is bothering me.

I don't rally know what i am thinking about .